Attitude

Again, my head is running with so many thoughts...

This is my third holiday season sober. The first two were great and I enjoyed them but this year my attitude just isn't in it. I don't have a desire to drink but my emotional sobriety just sucks! And with the economy down and people not working, meetings have been crazier than normal. NORMAL... haha... now that is a funny word!!!

Is it March yet? I am having a terrible time staying in the now!

The meeting I secretary for was very entertaining yesterday. Cheap entertainment as my sponsor calls it. I watched about 15 to 20 people get up and leave the meeting over a stupid resentment. Actually, after they all left, the meeting turned out to be really great. The whiners left. Finally a meeting with the solution!!! When my service position is up I am finding a new home group.

I know what I have to do today. Get into service!!! Inside and outside the rooms of AA!!! It always gets me out of me!!! So off I go to get out of this mood! :)